As if there isnt enough crap in my life already... i seriously dont need anymore of this... maybe this is what you get when you aim high... but come to think of it, it isnt actually much... its not as if >25 ppl is like gonna take away her life or something... going thru this just reminds me why cant the freakin' admin take >750... like just three more... dont even wanna think about it... im realli starting to lack interesting/positive/happy things to blog about...
Todae's the first day of school... it isnt very well anticipated... considering that there would be less fooling around this time... i would probably say the first three months i had in VJ was one of the best moments i had in my life... the class isnt to shabby now... but it certainly would have been 1'000'000% much better with specific people around and not around...
Saw everyone in VJ uniform this morning... i had no idea how hard it is now to recognise ppl... when someone calls me, i would turn back and stare for a very long time to search for the person who called me... eventually only seeing them when they are right in front of me... things certainly have changed... came to school with a "quite" high mood thinking of something... but it almost immediately died off when i saw the woman... well... i wished i could do something... its too late for that now...
Finished the day with my disappointment lingering around my head... but had to try and erase it away... put up the draco house big banner on the tree house today... which took up most of my afternoon... spent most of the time wrestling with the wind and string... and backed out from 110M HUR after seeing how hard it was to clear the thingy... i think i'll just knock every one of them down if i tried... waited fer 400M though... skipped french club to slack around with clemen muzzy jacq and dawn ong at the canteen and tree house... waited like a million years til tmy event started... a bit crappy again... i ran with most of the runners... ended up being last... well... i did sign up fer fun... maybe i can do better fer triple jump... went fer syco 80 mins late... was freezing there as i was still wearing pe kit... finished damn late as usual and here i am dying and vomitting all this crap out...
crap~
